Hey ppl,

I havent posted for such a long time, this actually, i think will be my last post 'cause im going from my sis' tomorrow morning.  My mums never letting me have the net again, but maybe i'll go to the library or something to update whats going on. So mite not be my last post, we'll c.  We got a house in Larkfield,Kent.Its ok,(i am NOT a snob)it has a garage which im turning into a jamming room which'll b cool.  I'm being signed up for www.drum-tech.co.uk in April tho. i missed the october 1. I dont not wanna do it but its just, idk anyway.Really am sick of fighting. So many musicians would really love to do this so im just gonna be happy. I wanna be a jazz drummer anyway and sumtimes u need other incite(sp ?) but im only doing it til next Dec. I'll have a car by then and nearly be 18 so no1 can stop me from doing anything. ill prolly really enjoy it actually. Drumming all day ? yeeh   brayley=bands

Not sure whether to explain whats happened over the last 2 months. hmm. No i dont think i will. It's not nice and i dont wanna think about it.I've been exposed to way too much stuff over the last few months thats just not healthy for any1. Ppl are sick.

But i'm doing ok. My dreads are gone tho               .            Wont go into that either.      :000000000000000000000 -meant to be a jaw drop

I'm going on a massive drum shopping spree next Mon so thatll make me smile I was  plannin on changing over to zildjian but i heard sum 2002 paiste SE hats and was amazed so im going Paiste now instead. Hats,16,18" crashes and a new ride. Im gonna keep the splash and 15" crash i got cuz i like them but we'll see how they mold.I need a china 2 but i cant seem to find wuhan dealers. Im getting sum Tama Octobons too which'll be cool. They sound like a watery kinda feel. Tools drummer plays them and i love it.

Fav album atm-Dave Matthews-Everyday. When i first heard them i hated them sooo much because of his voice but ive totally changed my opinion, theyre sum of the best musicians I've ever heard and Lyric wise.

OC...... I dunno if uve stopped reading this or not but i am REALLY sorry i didnt contact u. Its really hard to explain but if i could of i would. I really am not the type of person that wud just disappear on anybody. So im sorry, i will explain it to u.Reeeally am sorry. I have no idea what u think of me now but i just hope everythings going good with ur band. Im sorry to have  got u worried n all, i no if it wud of been vice versa ida been goin insane, so sorry. My whole family were freaking out and worse once i was back. So its just a been a great big mess. but Thanks for givin me a try back in the beginnin, i no i completly wasted so much of ur time but it wasnt meant to be like that, really wasnt. im glad i met both of u and ull always have my support musically and anything else ok, im gonna try and ring u but its just been really hard. Ive had to be 'Ill' all week just to be left alone.

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If we had it all what would we sing for?

Joel, james, Joker man frank ;) (my bruv n law loved the uncle fucka song lol cheers for that 1) Gud luck. Every1 else that reads this *hugs*

LU J

Bray